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Lyrics: What She Said
Lyrics © 2008 by T. G. Vanini
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The morning after
Oh you can't unmake your decisions
You can only look back in regret
One lifetime to grow up, one lifetime to screw up
That's everything you can expect
And you can't cancel the morning after
It'll last for a year or two yet.
And you can't explode like a fungus
When you're growing too big for your skin
You can only pretend that there's some sort of end that
You're heading for when you're so clever and splendid
But you can't cancel the morning after
Shuts you down, shuts you up, shuts you in.
You can't sit there licking your finger
To determine which way the shit flies
And you can't take for granted the things that you've wanted
Will ever materialize
And you can't cancel the morning after
With its infinite room for surprise.
And you can't do it over and over
When it doesn't turn out how you planned
As soon as you do it you'll know that you blew it
Don't try to unscrew it, just go on and rue it
'Cause you can't cancel the morning after
100% out of hand.
And you can't make the hurt any better
It sticks with you whatever you do
Now you've just made it worse and you're stuck with the mess
And you're stuck with the clean up too
'Cause you can't cancel the morning after
It's something you've got to live through.
And you can't help but think it's suspicious
When you're born your first move is to cry
You may say you're not next to be facing your destiny
Bragging it's best to be dragged out protesting
But you can't cancel the morning after
Except for the day that you die.
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A Japanese fan
My mind wouldn't work - my legs wouldn't walk - as if something were holding onto me
I looked around and soon I found the reason for my infirmity
There in the swoon of the afternoon you turned and you smiled the old way
And now I know each place I go you'll be there to turn and smile at me
You held in your hand a Japanese fan and it shook like the leaves of the ginkgo
And the faster it trembled the more it resembled the evanescent rainbow
All I could do was call out to you but the fluttering blew my wishes away
Come home I said - you turned your head - you smiled and you closed the window
Your song still floats thin from the shadows within - in the lap of my hearth I perceive you
Though the story never stop nor the shadows give you up I shall not deny nor deceive you
Warm in the arms of my fading dreams - come home - come home - you know the way
I'm all your own - you're warm - I'm home - how could I desire to leave you
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Young before my time
Over the upland brow I came to you alone
Yes I'm a poor and downy girl young before my time
I was only a child that day
I found the door and I climbed the tower
Then I told you no goodbye
And then I flew
In the ruin of all you knew
Still you wove the world your song
This is here to let you know
I'll carry on
When I finally make it to you
Through the long and woeful day
When you're safely by my side
I'll rest on you
This was the song of the robin the day
Oh oh the day
The very day she danced back down and around and around to her nest and found
Oh oh they were gone
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More than you know
Underneath the photograph
Message from your childhood
All you need is love you say
As well you should
Sitting on the fallen tree
Moss is soft and feels good
Learning how to take the air
Cutting all the dead wood down
And I know that you have more to go
And I know that you have more to show
And I know that you have more than you know
Everyone's in no man's land
There isn't any garden
Sometimes when you play the fool
It hits you hard
Sometimes when you turn your head
The path behind is frozen
Sawdust running through your hands
Brings you back to heart and home
And I know ...
Somewhere on the spinning globe
Love is freshly woken
Why not catch a floating spark
While growing old
Half the world is always dark
Half your life was stolen
Too much says the wide eyed owl
Mend us cry your broken dreams
And I know ...
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What the man in the mirror said to me
Who's that making faces at me in the mirror
Acting like I'm all you can see of the world?
You know I've never met you before, and you know I'd never want to if it wasn't for one fact
There's something in your gestures that's more like a parody of me than you would use if you had tact
You're tempting me to show you the door: did your mother or another tell you opposites attract?
Why are you determined to say that you know me?
Can't you tell that you're in the way of my dreams?
You're dancing to the beat of my heart, but if you're the big magician, what am I, the talking drum?
There's nothing that can tear us apart like the evident desire you have to be there when I come
Of all the awkward moments to start it's today you're making eyes at me as if I'd struck you dumb
And that's what the man in the mirror said to me on the first day
That's what the man in the mirror said to me
No one has the right to agree with illusion
Might as well be learning to pee in the wind
Your dirty little secrets are far from the mysteries of life as they're revealed in every glance
The message was to come as you are but the dose of harsh reality is pomp and circumstance
Be careful how you prop up the bar: there's a lesson to be learned from finding lobsters in your pants
And that's what the man in the mirror said to me on the next day ...
Always looking at me, wondering how to get me
If you try to hit me than you'll only break the glass
When you're hot I'm freezing, when you're cold I'm steaming
When you're mad I'm easy, when you're soft I'm hard as brass
Take a break from cursing, take a break from flirting
I can show no mercy 'cause I haven't got the class
Baby, I'll be catching your eye forever
Even on the day that you die I'll be there
You're doomed to be a lifelong voyeur, always lurking in a netherworld where nothing gets achieved
Where nothing good or bad can occur without checking with headquarters to make sure that it's perceived
I tell you things are not what they were: in an age of video you must be seen to be believed
And that's what the man in the mirror said to me on the last day ...
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Sam Sparrow
Up flew Sam Sparrow to his only nest
Never mind how - he didn't know
Bringing a crumb to his only love
Turning to go - feeling a pull
Stay home and tell me what you saw along the way
Under the ginkgo a silent man
Fed me a crust from a foreign land
And here where we live I bring you his gift
Oh more bring me more was there more along the way
Down flew Sam Sparrow and he took no rest
Strong in the will - strong on the wing
Oh where is the sailor with the open hand?
Oh where's the sailor with the rough and open hand?
He's safe in the shadows of the butterfly tree
Look how he sways - wet on the face
Oh where's my lover oh and where's my friend
How long before I can no longer stand
The breeze from the sea it reminds me of my home
The salt you may lick from my hand
I'm feeling light as a little fluff of down
Oh home bring me home the sun has nearly gone
So Sam Sparrow settled on the sailor's head
Pecked at his hat - plucked off a thread
Carried it back to his waiting love
Oh love I've brought you what I found along the way
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Flora arise
Flora arise
Waking and stretching
Go for the sun
Making and fetching
Take care my love
Hard times are coming
I will hold on
I am your cousin
Flora arise
What of the time
When the troubles of life they come crowding
How to stay true to the vision inside
Everything grows
Everything changes, reacts and remembers
Everything dies
Flora arise ...
And as you strive
For the light of content and fulfillment
And as you struggle to make it alive
Hold out your hand
Know that I'm with you in step and in feeling
Here by your side
Flora arise...
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What she said
She said the dust of the whirlwind of my seventh mother
cut deep wedges in my cheekbones here and here
I prefer to sleep half drowned in soft blankets
but now I lie wakeful under a heavy quilt of clay and rubble
broken broken my dream of another world
broken my skull broken the cage around my heart
my headdress of gold and lapis lazuli will outlive me forever
but my silver comb will succumb to the acid secretions of my decomposing body
I walked into the burial vault with my seven stoned sisters at my side
and though I too had drunk the sickly draught my head was clear as we sang
closer closer to our dream of another world
closely we follow you our husband our guide
the oxen clumsily backed their heavy cart down the ramp
the creaking and bellowing ringing around and around our underground chamber
the slaves guarding the sealed door stood impassively by their spears
never speaking a word of their strange language
she said I'll be silent and still for sixty times sixty years
then a probing pick will find me and I'll tell my story slowly and silently
I thought my king would lead me through the darkness to a shining world
but he's left me frozen in the hot clay
my journey's unfinished and I'm unfulfilled
broken broken my dream of the gods and their world
broken my eyes or has the world gone dark
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You are the Moon
The walk through the day is a long lonely journey
The world has no room for the needs of the heart
But the Moon comes to say there's a reason for living
You and I face to face and my dreams can start
And you are the Moon and the moon is my lover
The world's full of joy whenever you're here
You call out my name and we fly through the heavens
Then the dark takes command and you disappear
Fly on through the night - I'll be waiting and watching
I'm sure of the promise in the crescent of your smile
And while you are gone on your own lonely journey
You'll stay on in the glow of my moonstruck eyes
There's a sound like a sigh - it's my memories waking
Long ago far away you first cast your spell
Through the mist shone a face that I've never lost sight of
I'm caught up in your tides and you're shining still
And you are the Moon ...
Fly on through the night - I'll be waiting and watching
I'm sure of the promise in the crescent of your smile
And though you are gone on your own lonely journey
In the heart of my heart you're deep inside
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The 7 deadly plastics
These are the 7 deadly plastics
Let each one take a bow.
This is number 1 and it's PET
And it's bad for you and it's bad for me
It leaches many poisons such as acetaldehyde
They fed it to their rats 'til half of them died
They shot it in the mouse's gut and in the dog's vein
Made 'em sick in the liver and blood and eyes and kidney and bladder and brain.
These are the 7 deadly plastics
Let each one take a bow.
This is number 2, HDPE,
And it's bad for you and it's bad for me
Like all the other plastics, they make it using toxics
It generates a flood of hazardous waste
And the people in the factories get headaches, numb extremities,
Emphysema, tumours, liver damage in the workplace.
... And this is number 3 and it's PVC
And it's bad for you and it's bad for me
Hormone disruptor, liver and testicle cancer,
Birth defects and learning disabilities
It's in Barbie dolls and teething rings, mother's milk and food wrappings
It fills the air with dioxins and PCBs.
... And this is number 4, LDPE,
And it's bad for you and it's bad for me
And they make it using benzene, which causes leukemia,
Fatigue, headaches, nausea, nervousness, insomnia
And they make it using several other nasty things besides
Including hexane and carcinogenic hydroperoxides.
... This is number 5 and it's polypropylene
And it's bad for you and it's bad for me
And they dope it up with chromium and colour it with lead
So it messes up your body while it messes up your head.
... This is number 6 and it's polystyrene
And it's bad for you and it's bad for me
Menstrual and neurotoxic dislocation
Spreading through the food and drink of every nation
It makes your fat cells its long term home
And it reaches in your ovary and tweaks a chromosome.
... And this is number 7 and it's polycarbonate
And it's bad for you and it's bad for me
It gets you in the endocrine, hits babies much the worst
So we make sure that they drink it in with every baby thirst
Yes it's used to make their baby bottles - oh what joy
Pretty polycarbonate for every girl and boy.
These are the 7 deadly plastics
You know them all by now
But before you start to wonder why they're here and what they're for
You'll be pleased to know that there are 90,000 more.
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Each leaf has a story
My lover he left me and not of my choosing
He heard the drum and went off to war
And oh did he think then of all he was losing
And I've lost more oh darling come home
Chorus: Each leaf has a story, grows gold, knows glory
And falls back to the common ground
They gave me the bullet that shattered his body
Upon my breast I'm wearing it still
And so he stays with me through good days and bad days
The long day's toil the weary night's rest
It's forty years gone since we up and got married
How proud we stood my lover and I
And the music was sweet but the whole thing was hurried
He made his vow and marched off for good
And I see him now yes he's standing before me
With head held high my lover he stands
In the form of his grandson and mine here before me
The same fine hands and wandering eye
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Old lady elephant and young lady mouse
Old lady elephant lies on the ground
Blind and lame, tired and dazed,
Shorn of both her tusks
She doesn't know how long gone
Not long now to go
Young lady mouse soon ventures out
Oh how her nose is atwitch
So small so brave - she's the elephant's friend
Old lady elephant, why lie you down?
You are our crown and our joy
Without you all the world will be bare
Old lady elephant breathes through the dusk
Young lady mouse, please help me out
You are my only hope now
I have nobody else to show me home
I'm so far from home - here comes night
All is calm and cool
Truly says the mouse I know your pain and I empathize with you
But when I try to lift you up, you're more than I can bear - I know what to do
Let me go for now and I'll fetch my friends and you'll soon be home again
Here come the mice, rabbits and rats,
Squirrels and butterflies too
Each to their place, sharing their strength
Lift her an inch from the ground
Staggering once, steadying twice
Now they're beginning to move
And as they heave and hump and huff
Wafted by a thousand wings
Young lady mouse she sweetly sings
We'll carry together the old lady elephant
We'll carry together the old lady elephant
We'll carry the old lady elephant back home
And so they strive and never bow
They do their best and do it now
And all the while they sing their song
We'll carry ...
And so we'll strive and never bow
We'll do our best and do it now
And it helps to sing along
We'll carry ...
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Jaiya
I don't know whence nor how you arrived
With your coat full of seeds of barley
I brushed them all away and I blew them to the wind
And I saw you were sleek and hardy
So I fed you cream and I fed you crust
And I set you to dig my garden
Jaiya
At the waning of the day you declared I want no pay
Though I've only the coat I'm wearing
But I crave one night in a real feather bed
For the winter is surely nearing
Jaiya
So I warmed my bed with you and your coat
Unaware of the first snow falling
But the night grew long as the winter itself
You arose with the spring, still yawning
Jaiya
And the way you left was the way you came
No word, no where, no warning
And who knows whether or when you'll be back
In day, night, dusk or morning
Jaiya
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The old man and you
An old man lived all alone inside a nutshell
floating up and down on the sea
didn't have much but knew how to be
you know that everywhere he moved those fish were laughing
you were standing on the stony shore
and he called out to you from afar
so you say you be good
so you say you be free
so you say you believe in we
and along the stony shore you found a seashell
dragged it through the foam to the sea
and you set sail most gracefully
and you sailed beyond the islands of contentment
to the land of the roving swan
and a voice from afar drew you on
so you say you be good ...
when you found that aged man inside his nutshell
all he did was show you an egg
and he said that's for you when you're big
all the silver and the gold inside this eggshell
where's the spoon you need to scoop them out?
however else will you stay afloat?
So you say you be good
so you say you be free
so you say you believe in we
so we say we be good
so we say we be free
so we say we believe in we
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To a Barred Owl
Once upon a tranquil afternoon
Underneath a carnival of clouds
Through the summer haze I briefly saw you
Sitting on a chestnut oak
Now I'm in a dark and lonely room
Living out the winter's icy heart
Every time I close my eyes I'm with you
Sleeping in your hidden lair
I want you to know that you're still on my mind
The days come and go, and you're still on my mind
I'm high and I'm low, but you're still on my mind
All the tales of glory are newly told
Yes they're newly told
I wonder if you have a place to go
Now that we're disturbing your repose
Bringing our machines to clear the forest
Cutting down your chestnut oak
I want you to know that I'm still on your side
The days come and go, and I'm still on your side
I'm high and I'm low, but I'm still on your side
All our crooked pathways are overgrown
Yes they're overgrown
I want you to know that I'm fine on my own
The days come and go, and I'm fine on my own
I'm high and I'm low, but I'm fine on my own
The chestnut oak has fallen and I'm fallen too
Yes I'm fallen too
Once upon a tranquil afternoon
Underneath a carnival of clouds
Through the summer haze I briefly saw you
Sitting on a chestnut oak
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All you have
When I was a young spark
no one showed me how to make a flame
and how not to how not to burn to ash
now every time I strike a match
I know I'll set the house to shame
I'm so sorry I'm so sorry my child
so here's the sun and here's the glass
I'll help you earn your middle name
I love playing I love playing with you
and when I'm just a glimmer
you'll feel me burning just the same
as you mumble as you mumble this song
Stop at the door
pause before you're gone at last
you're on your own at last
hoping for more
all you have is all you're going to get
All you have is yours
you know you'll never have it twice
it burns through you it burns through you
there's nothing you can do
nor can I resist your happy face
I've no muscle I've no muscle for that
because of you I'm here
because of you I know my place
you're my precious you're my precious
Why did I do that and that and that and that
(glum glum glum)
echoes through the whispering gallery
(glum glum glum)
choppy surface wet sweet depths
all in your own sweet stony voice
(glum glum glum)
(glum glum glum)
we spat a twisted span of dribble
the ropewalk split the skull for sure
but one day my true will come dream
one day the curfew on laughter will be lifted
the lonely heron will reclaim her lonely nest
Stop at the door
tell me how I let you down
how I put you down
hoping for more
all you get is all you have in the world
you're waiting for the moment
when every doubt has left your mind
and you'll never you'll never be there
I'm giving you no answers
nothing to seek is what you find
there's no heaven there's no heaven
and when you see me trying
to be okay to be around
you'll know better you'll know better what I mean
Stop at the door
no one had to pull you here
or had to call you here
hoping for more
nowhere to go and that's where you are
Now my blood has cooled into rock
(glum glum glum)
run your fingers through my gravel
everything everywhere's bursting with passion
crashing and cracking
simplest pebbles flow the fastest
the iron age is almost over
only a billion or so years to run
swelling your cheeks
living on tiptoes
sing when you're almost almost asleep
when you're almost almost asleep
(glum glum glum)
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Miranda
When Miranda caught me hiding in the cupboard on the landing
She was tender and confiding - didn't worry or scold
It was soon she had me telling all the troubles I was feeling
I found myself forgetting I was young she was old
Older than old but now I'm older still
Older than old but still I know her well
And I told her of the morning when my world was just beginning
How my memory of talking it just slipped away
I was huffing I was humming but the words they were not coming
Till at last I took to shrugging for what could I say
So in time she left me nodding in my nest among the bedding
And the morning found me waking without my young fears
And as once more the Sun was climbing and the air itself was shining
She still sang in the offing that I was in hers
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Plutonium POPs
In a million years when they drill underground and they find
A radioactive and poisonous stratum of slime
They'll scratch on whatever they scratch on when thinking and say
Plutonium POPs for breakfast and lunch and dinner every day
Let's dig up the nastiest muck we can find underground
If there isn't enough then we'll just have to dig further down
When we've cooked it up good it's a thousand times worse than before
So have some more here's some more help us to spread it around
More - spread it some more
Plutonium POPs for breakfast and lunch and dinner more and more
Though it's wrong and we know it we don't want to know what we know
We've killed everything else but our bank accounts prosper and grow
Our children are all born malformed that is those who are born
And it's you that can change it it's you that we're trying to warn
You - yes I mean you
You spread it yourself and there's others that spread it on you
Plutonium pops for breakfast and lunch and dinner ...
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